a mish mash of thoughts

I don't know what to type as a title for this blog as it will probably end up with a whole mish mash of thought and feelings.

As April comes to a close I have hit 21 weeks of my pregnancy, I feel very fat and I know I am a lot bigger than I was with Nathanial at this time.

Nathanial is growing up so much, he is climbing stairs, noticing everything around him the animals and such. He is saying a little more and is turning into a little person. I can't believe it. He is starting to stand on his own even if its for a few seconds.

Work is ok, Still don't like how the program is run and have major issues on the lables of children.

I wish I wasn't so tired all the time and had more energy.

Tomorrow we go for our last major ultrasound..even though my doctor does one everytime I visit so we can see.

I am debating wanting to know if the baby is a boy or a girl. I am torn about this subject. I want to know for the obvious reasons: decorating the room, names, clothing etc. I also know there are not a lot of surprises in life and I kind of want to have this as a major surprise. Jeff wants to know before the baby is born.

I guess thats all for now, short and sweet